Social media and being exposed to the outer world makes me realize how tiny and unnoticed am I ...it makes me shiver and panic and in need to run and hide under the bed or in one of my rooms corners and just cover my ears ... some times I feel I'm desperate for recognition ... As if I'm waving my hands and saying hey I'm here ... Any body ..
the world is too big mom .. And I'm scared ... I'm really scared ...
As much as I'm scared of loneliness and not being noticed .. I'm also scared to engage in any thing ... Scared of people of places of the whole life ... I just want to hide ... From hearing from listening from feeling .. From every thing ..
Every one is having a passion is good at something and I'm not ... Every thing is moving around me and I'm stood still ... I'm scared ...
As much as I'm desperate for recognition im scared of the outer world to expose me in front of my self and show me for how far I'm just a very big nothing ...hence why I feel I want to hide from every thing ...
I'm not feeling safe in my self's attendance to accept the others ..
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